Today I tried to venture out onto the prayer trail, but I became very afraid and promptly doubled back and sat on the bench outside land. Why did I do this you ask, because I needed to scream, yell, shout, and holler all my anger and frustration I was feeling. Everyone needs a good release and that was mine but I passed it up out of fear. So I started punching the ground instead of screaming, yelling, shouting, and hollering. Wondering when I’ll decide enough is enough or when I decided to let it all out.
Oh God, I want to worship you in all that I do and oh how I have my work cut out for me.
After promptly deciding I’ve taken enough I decided to venture back to my dorm to wright this in hopes of making myself feel better. My hands hurt but my heart is calm, thank you God. You gave me exactly what I needed today.
Find your outlet, plug in and release it all as long as it’s a healthy one and you’ll feel better.
Outlets are definitely good, especially when they're healthy ones... mine are usually video games, but sometimes, photography and music are my outlets as well. I'm glad that you wrote this, Dom, because I've been needing to give everything to God... so thank you for sharing this.
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